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Birthday: 9/13/1984
Gender: Female
Interests: Kicking ass being a young woman of this generation, cooking up a storm, being a absolute idiot trying to be cocky while playing with game consols against friends, meditation (that includes art at times...), being queen of the jungle when splashing into the pool, and lastly includes listening.
Occupation: Student
Industry: Art
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AIM:  sunkuja
Member Since:
2/19/2003
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| I didn't expect this to really happen. I thought I'd be in school for a semester and graduate later on. I had always dreamed of traveling and backpacking....but I envisioned it to happen after 4 or 3 years after working. I DID not plan the backpacking. I thought I be back home after working in London.
Life connects possibility but it's really up to the person to take it or not.
It will happen to you if you:
a) guts
b) good at noticing things
c) keep persisting
d) vision it and put effort little by little into it
e) really know what kind of traveling you are and what you want
Countries:
Whales
Scotland
Sweden
Norway
Czech Republic
Germany
France
Italy
Greece
Denmark
Beligum
one more country to check out: Spain
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| I still feel rigid. I realize I'm happy reading, writing, watching films, doodling in my sketchbook...I am not a party girl. I'm fine with it. I'm not drinker, smoker and I don't like making out with strangers at a party. I'm not wild. The only time wild can be even be in the same context with me is if I'm in the wilderness painting the open landscape. That's as wild as I can be comfortably. I enjoy helping people and it makes me feel weird to even say that. I realize I can be an old fart but that's me. I don't think any less for anyone being themselves. If partying makes you happy, so be it and enjoy it. I just don't feel it. I guess it's like a kiss (even though I have no idea what the hell that's like). There's something you feel and sometimes you don't. I'm basing those kissing assumption from films.
I'm 23 and I'm still figuring myself out and what life has to offer me;Romantically, career wise and myself as developing human being. There's always been a desire in me to learn. I want to learn not some ego reasoning but a desire to be enlightened and desire to open my peripheral vision. My brain has a lot to consume. I don't know everything and that's the truth. I admit, I lack in certain topics that relate to political history of certain countries more than others. I can do is learn from my passion and not be so unfocused. Okay....that's my new resolution:
1) focus on learning more about subjects i'm passionate about
I don't mind being quiet. I don't mind 
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Time frame: long long long ago
Memory: Liked a guy long ago and I found out he was seeing someone. He said his friend was coming. Hmm...sure...She turned out to be more, wrapping her arms around him and playfully smiling. My friends raised their eyebrows at me and I wasn't sure what I was feeling. He pushed the girl down....but too late...I saw.
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Time frame: more recent and different people
Her hands and his hands twined with each other. They were clasped and I saw his smile. It said it all...and it shattered pieces of my heart. Yes. Hurts but I have loved and loved again. It's fine.
What I did learn...me and him often embarrass each other and get into awkward situations. It was the good awkward and made me realize I want that some day with someone too. Taking in that awkwardness is like taking in all the shame and ego pitfalls of life. It reminds of those wedding vows....sickness or in health, for richer or poorer...
As usual...compass of my heart is screwed up in pointing directions but I'm taking that journey to find out where it'll eventually hold steady.
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| Jane Austen's Book Club (2007)
It's not depressing like the movie Becoming Jane! 6 members of book club explore Jane Austen's words like a scripture to understanding love in their life. It's enjoyable and made me reflective. Let's see the modern day characters of Jane Austen roam around :). Hugh Dancy <- fun character with a lot of potentional for many roles in the future.
Evening (2007)
If it was a sheet of music being played...there would be some flats. Although it was beautiful filmed with lavish scenes...there lack some depth in the characters. Harris fell flat. I feel like there should of been more scenes and it missed something.
Film: Experience the greatest love, it's not a mistake because it doesn't get to last. You get the see the potentional. There is also fear, destruction and people who settle.
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| Beauty and Geek Season 4 is a big disappointment. The show seems totally rigged.
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